I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion. ~Jack Kerouac

the other day i decided that i was going to have at least four kids. and carrie asked me why. and that is when i realized that i have absolutly NO idea why i wanna have kids. and then i started noticing that the parents of people with like 4 or 5 kids always seem stressed out. so then i decided that maybe i just want 2. i guess ill just have to wait until i start popping them out to decide how many there should be, you know? but i definatly no longer have a starting number. who knows.